Scale and shit

So, the AH surgeon told me that I should avoid weighing myself, and wait until 1 month has gone, then I can weigh myself ...in his office..
I told him that I am buying a scale and use that weight of that day as a baseline....fuck it!!! I need to know the exact amount of pounds....I could careless about clothing and shit!!!  Sure, they fit me better, some I have already lost because they are too baggy....and some others are still too tight....nevertheless, I need POUNDS!!!! NUMBERS....but I will have discipline, and wait....August 4th...first weigh in
BTW....This friday is my B´day...I expect at least an ecard or some shit....so let´s go biathces....send me some shit!!!!!
I miss chocolate, and coca cola.......I also miss Cake (and waffles)
Cheers

I am there.......already!!!!

I got an email from Julie Suh today, also spoke to Andy
My VISA went through
I am no longer a wetback that enters illegally in the US. Begging for work
I shall be moving to Chicago sometime in October
So there you have it. I am a biatch, one of you people
Needed to share that
FatRolando is happy brah!
Cheers

Little confused

I don´t feel hungry, but I still think like a fat person.
It is quite difficult to share with people that don´t understand what I am going through right now
I also get a lot of mixed messages from everyone, because everyone does their own research and have an opinion about what I should do and shit.
I went to a restaurant with Adriana and her sister....italian...they ordered some pasta dishes that looked quite good.
I ordered a bowl of spinach cream.....LAME!!!!!
I had maybe six TEASPOONS and Adriana and her sister told me (with their mouths filled with pasta and Parmesan cheese) you are eating too much!!!!  FUck them!!!!
I had six teaspoons...that´s it...and these two had maybe 2 pounds of pasta each PLUS some chocolate dessert and I AM EATING TOO MUCH
I get it...they are concerned...but you cannot tell me I am eating too much while you have pasta all over your face.
Conclusion: I am not going out for a meal until I can eat solids.....so while I am on phase two of the recovery (basically liquids, pureed food or mashed) I am staying at home.....Fuck it!!!!
Too much watchoing other people pigout on a saturday while I had my little bowl of soup.
It is not that I NEED the food...I know that  my stomach cannot take it...plus I will be defeating the purpose if I tried to pigout....BUT I don´t need the agony nor the bullshit around food and restaurants...I went out too soon.
Cheers

Bruise

 This is MY GIANT BELLY BRUISE ….post op
Quite large I might add.
It is getting better though
Nevertheless, I already fit in some old shirts
It is gruesome, however, IWII
It looks like some asian dude sleeping….sorry, all asians look like they are sleeping
SORRY MIA; PAT,

Initial weight

I was 299 pounds........
Let´s see who wins the poll challenge
I will be giving out prices and shit
Cheers

After the surgery

today I got back form the hospital
I did not have a way to publish in my blog while I was there
I only have one thing to say
ooooooooouuuuuuuuuuccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
OMFG...the pain...the horror!!!!!
I feel like Godzilla shoved his claw up my butt and started like digging for a bugger.......
Un FUCKING Real
thi9 is no joke ladies and gents
This is raw and excruciating pain
I feel better though...only ice chips and water for the next few days
Oh well ...fuck it
Water is the new pho and gatorade the new brownie...at least for me
No sex either...WTF?!?!
Oh welll i got to wait and see
Cheers
 

Strobe photography

Today while I waited I started reading about strobe photography...nothing more that using proper lighting to take a picture
Seems simple right....I don´t think so.
So hre is a shot I took of myself......a selfportrait...I am holding the flash above my head to my right....I took the shot using my Nikon D90, at a 125 of a second and f22 aperture....55mm.....pretty cool shit!
I will have my stomach removed tomorrow
I am doing this to release stress
Cheers

Tomorrow..........OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!

Surgery was rescheduled
Shit happens
I am wearing a funny robe
unreal
Cheers

On my way

On my way to the hospital
I will take my laptop and check things out
Cheers

Bitches like to play......

I love these two pics....thank you DG and WG
Surgery is tomorrow at 10 am...will spend 2 days at the hospital
Again.....nervous as shit
Thank you for all of your thoughts
Cheers